Thirst In The Valley

As we journey through this thing called life, we hike up mountains and walk through valleys, we see rainbows and lightning, and sometimes we feel like we slide back as we struggle. But no matter what happens, we have to keep moving forward as we continue to learn and grow not only when in the valleys of life but with every breath we take. My prayer is that God would work in both of our hearts as we thirst even more for Him while we keep pressing on.

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Thursday, December 21, 2006

Disconnected

John 14:20-21
"On that day you will realize that I am in my Father, and you are in me, and I am in you. Whoever has my commands and obeys them, he is the one who loves me. He who loves me will be loved by my Father, and I too will love him and show myself to him."

John 15:5
"I am the vine; you are the branches. If a man remains in me and I in him, he will bear much fruit; apart from me you can do nothing."

John 15:12
"My command is this: Love each other as I have loved you."

Matthew 3:8
"Produce fruit in keeping with repentance."


They seem like simple commands, really. Love God. Love others. Repent and obey. Stay connected to the source.

Easy.

Or maybe not.


We dislike admitting it...

...But we've all failed, at one point and time . We disconnect ourselves from the source of living water. We dig cisterns - we build ourselves idols - and we find satisfaction through nothing.

Even after feeling God's presence,
Even after we've grown closer to Him,
We roll around in sin.

Sometimes we realize it...
...And sometimes we don't.


Every Christian could tell you how they've wandered from the Shepherd, failing to respond to their master's call. Failing to be obedient to His commands, we start to venture away.

We know we aren't supposed to.

But we do.


Now...

The question is:
How do we respond to failure?


On the 24th of August, I typed this:

After the storm

Yesterday was a pretty rough day for myself. It felt like I was on an emotional roller coaster, encouraged one moment and feeling discouraged the next. Half of the day I was crying, and the other half of the day I was laughing. I learned a lot in that time. I had already heard about mountaintops and valleys, how we have to go through hard times to learn and grow. Yesterday I learned that the encouragement God brings is as refreshing as seeing a beautiful rainbow after the storm.

What's more, when He brings a rainbow - encouragement - it's so easy to want to chase after Him. To want to find that treasure at the end of the rainbow. But how much more precious is a relationship with our God than gold or silver. Do we sometimes take our relationship with Him for granted? Or when it rains hard, do we forget to pray that He helps calm our storm? When there is no storm, or when there is no rainbow or encouragement, do we lose our faith in God? These are some of the many questions I have been asking myself recently, as I desire to seek after God and His will.


As I reflect upon what I typed in the past, I realize I have failed. My relationship with God has been way too casual, recently.

One running theme in my Intro to Christian Theology I class was that we make ourselves the god of our own lives. We disconnect ourselves from the one true vine. We commit idolatry as we place God in the back seat of our hearts.

Is He really the Lord who reigns in our lives?


Although they fear failure, many continue off in their own direction. Tempted to give up, they lose hope, blame and hate others, and other people are often hurt because of it.

But others respond to failure by recognizing the potential good within it. They often realize that they are still human and not in control; man needs to be totally dependent on God. Humbled through and learning from their mistakes, they repent. With motivation to improve, they recognize that Satan is trying to keep them from success. (However, we must also acknowledge that there are another two enemies we face in Spiritual battle: the world and the flesh. Therefore, we cannot naturally assume Satan is always to blame for our failures.) And they come back to Him with humility and a broken heart that God loves.

How wonderful it is to know that He cares about the lost sheep, the lost coin, and the lost son (Luke 18).


We all fall down.


And God will help us back up...
...If we let Him.

As we continue going into each day of this week, my prayer is that God would guide us as we strive to obey His commands. Let us stay connected to our vine and serve our master as we love Him with all our heart, mind, soul, and strength. Praise be to God for He is so good. To Him be glory both now and forever! Amen.

1 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

Sharilyn that's one awesome post....So much there to take in. You are deep, which is one way of describing a young woman who has a passion for her Lord and Saviour. I love that about you!!!
Happy New Year and God Bless You Richly.

January 08, 2007 11:51 a.m.  

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